name five. just five things you want. you. not you because they said so or because he expects or she might have encouraged it. but who?
no boy has ever given me jewelry before. wracking my brain-- nope. none. hats. and books. food. no jewelry.
what will make this easy?
the five things I want? lists?
me?
fearlessness. honesty. it's no secret. it should not be a secret....
but nothing seems worth it and
all the falling apart now, later, does it matter how soon? no ending is happy. no ending is ever happy. this time... it's
never a good time.
more important things, one half of my brain tugging
but what could be any more important?
this can't be solved in one weekend. no matter how easy anyone else makes it look. and there's no one to blame.
sneeze and mope and worry, and ask the whole world for advice. cross and uncross, upward-facing, downward-facing, virabhadrasana one, two, three. again. one two three...
I'm learning this. someday I'll learn everything else?
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